17.7.12

I didn't know...


....that working sucks the life out of you. Sigh.

I spent the weekend away from home, being worried about lots of important stuff and now that I am finally home, I am in the state of numbness. My brain is tired but I still have to continue being 'normal' and get up for work tomorrow as if nothing happened for the past few days.

Are we humans or are we dancers? Sigh.

At this point you must know that all the lamentation written here is very much influenced by mental exhaustion; I am not usually this weak. In hard times, I often curse and utter all the bad words because profanity offers a quick sense of relief. But tonight I'm just drained.

I'm off to bed.
I have a 0640 class tomorrow.

3 comments:

  1. welcome to the club.

    after few weeks, the numbness will gone, adapting takes time.

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    1. Few weeks? Dude that's longgg. Meanwhile work is piling up I think numbness will turn into 'losing sanity' haiyo.

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  2. That's how my sister felt when she started last year. Hugs! It'll get better :)

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